I……..complete Me

As I lay here in bed this morning giggling…I realized… I was entertaining myself. Like the new food I am eating…..I am really enjoying the one pot wonder…..and I see it reflected back at me. I am a one pot wonder! I am a vessel. We all are. A vessel that holds our consciousness….our soul. I miss people…they are not around me often enough…Thursdays, I see people on Thursdays….however….I am finding that my own company is really rather entertaining. Instead of the whiny putmedowns…..I have a feeling you will find me telling you of magical parts of me instead. It is as if a cover had been thrown over me…..to protect me from the harsh winter…..and now spring has arrived and the cover has been thrown off and I am stark naked….under the sun. Ahhhh……I was born that way ye know! The sun…..so thrilled to see me…..comes and wraps himself around me…..touching me. Skin only touched by human hugs and this touch…the kiss of the Sun. Let’s say I’m a rose….as God said. Ok…..I have been born….i am naked…..I am a rose. Ah wait……I am more than a rose. I am veins…….oooooooh….roots!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I always wanted roots! I create my own grounding roots, but veins…………..oh my……roots of a different color. Vein roots don’t join the mother…..they live only in me. My roots. Roots. They are so rainbowy!!! (the name of my new business btw, is Rainbow Roots)…………….by rainbowy, I mean diverse. Big ones, little ones, tall ones, flat ones, blue ones, red ones….heart ones, brain ones. My favorite person ever born…my PapPap………had a brain tumor. It arrived while I was in the belly. He was able to live 20 more years because his veins….his roots….helped. They rerouted themselves around the tumor, and forged another path. A path that let him live.

 

I am blood! I am womans blood. Bolder and stronger than the lion in winter. Ah whatdya know….I can even tell ya now why that saying exists!!! The lion in winter. The lion is known for its roar….as THE king. So, what would the difference be between winter and summer?  In summer, its hot. Lay around and rest hot. In winter, the cold brings a friskiness that sparks sparks and wakes up cells. That’s when the animals play. My life has shown me this truth. Just because I was dipped in the extreme challenges tank before I was sent to my mothers womb, doesn’t mean that this LION isn’t within me….within this rose. She is. She grows new leaves and tendrils and shoots and she rises daily…toward the light she strives…leans…focuses. What does that mean????? It means the good. The Godly. The natural. Nothing against the human inventions…..it’s just that I…….and I….follow the FatherMother spark that creates all. I do not have to strive to be seen by them…by the light. It either touches me…or it doesn’t. And it does. Boy howdy, it does. Sometimes I feel singled out….precious amidst the other weeds and seeds. I wonder….why does He bless me so? Why do I feel like a cradled babe tenderly rocked, tenderly shown the wonders…..the magic….of the Kingdom. I live in the most magical of places……..My mind and the dimensions it escorts me to……and I house my body in what some would call paradise. I have learned though, that paradise is…………to each his own. What is paradise to me is hell to others, and vice versa. So……why is God showing me special consideration? He’s not. I just pay attention and I have my hand in His, so when He moves….I move. Simple. Not easy. I really do think it’s that simple. I listen to the tiny whispered voice inside. I follow it.

   

  

  

  

  

  

  

It’s like this. Imagine you are in the woods with friends. They place a blindfold on you and spin you around. You don’t know anything now. All you know is you are there…..and your friends were there….and you’re in the woods. You can’t see. Which way should you go? Should you go? Should you stand there forever frozen like a tree? Be like a tree? No……you’re human…you need to go!!! To explore! I follow the familiar vibration….feeling. Oh………hmmmm…….feels kinda cold….go back. Yes. It’s very much like the games of children. Where we are getting colder or warmer as we zero in on our target. We practiced for years…we know how to do this!!! My God doesn’t have a picture in my head. No clue what my God looks like. Just know there is one. A being who watches over me and steers me…..I hang on His hem. And Jesus….well, he and I are close. I don’t say a prayer without putting it in his name. To be honest, I started doing that out of fear awhile back. Cover my bases ye know? Now I know what I’m doin. YAY….did I actually just say that? HA. Yes. I am coming into mySELF. My Divinity. And if you say I have none….I’d respectfully have to disagree. I am a thread in the garment of GOD. That makes me Divine. My thread…is gold. No question about it…but not a typical gold….a rainbow gold. My gold. Between us.

 

So….I am a vessel with blood and roots. And…..since I am a rose….then I am the flower as well. Take it even one tiny step further and I am a light being…..a lightpost…..therefore….I am even my own SUN. I am…..complete. IAM……a one vessel wonder……..and I am expanding…like my chakras did today, a full bloom is beginning. Oh to be alive in such a time as this!!!! To be alive……………and to be able to share the wonder…………..across the globe in an instant. I am truly blessed. Signing off at Quebradas, Costa Rica where the jungle wants to gift you to turn your frown upside down, the parrots fly overhead in large noisy groups, and gardeners have NO RESPECT for mushrooms!!!!!  Lovelove

   
    
    
    
 

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