Well….crap. I didn’t blog last night…went to bed early…just cause. Got ten whole hours of sleep! Then I got my medical test results. Crap. Just crap. I’ve been cussing all day. Started with the F word…then Shit…next was the damnits and back to the shits. As you can probably gather…the news was not good. My liver is basically on the verge of cirrhosis. With cirrhosis being a 4….I’m a 3. Also…I have hepatitis genome type 3. I can do the western treatment….or I can do the Amazon treatment…of which there are 2. One being specifically for HepC….but is the scarier of the two. The western treatment is 24 weeks. Good grief, that’s like half a year!!! Also, it’s the rainy season. Peru may be put off in favor of Costa Rica, for the scary stuff. If so….it would mean Costa Rica during the rainy season.
So….my bucket list is now activated. I either get healed…or I die fairly soon. Mancini’s bread!!! I want some! Ate it my whole younger life and miss it so. That’s all I have at the moment that is easy to get. Need more things on my list. I have 2 brains right now. One that thinks along the lines of…I’m dying, what do I want to do before I go….and the other saying things like….you will be healed so you don’t need a bucket list. Summer is emailing both places we are considering. That might narrow things down. My brain is swirling still and again. Ok…which goats can go? Where will they go? Some to market? Some to sell? Some to give? I will keep some of my best……for my use in paintings and to love on. The herd will be thinned way way down….like it or not. They will go, one way or another. Too many, not enough energy. Not enough great care. I can tell you this…..For sure, I will be keeping Erbie, Moonbaby, Wywy, Milky, Rainbow…..hmmm, that’s all I got right this second. I’ll keep more than that….somewhere between 10 and 20. Ha…we were talking of having a buy one get one free thing…..lol, buy one of the better goats…say Group A….then get a B free. Hehehe. Ha…but ya gotta take the B!!! I dunno folks. This is hard. So many sweet babies. They’re all my babies.
My brain is stuck on this…and I’ve already told ya, so….guess that’s all I got for today. Oh ya…Sneezy kitty was so bad….one too many times, so he is outside. On the porch…begging to get in, hating it….but out he is. I wish the other 3 girls were fixed so I could let them out all together…ha….a big kitty brigade wandering around together!!! Legs and arms are hurting due to weather but hey….I finally got fairly used to that. Can deal. Ok…..signing off. Hmmmm. Seems significant now. Signing off at YeeHaw Ranch!